are you really worth it?
asc day 3.
still feeling lonely, and completely invisible.
still as lost and aimless as before, nothing changed.
maybe if i never woke, things would be better.
best thing in the world.
Tonight, its a feeling of inadequacy.
I’ve learnt though, that a clear conscience is more important than being well liked.
Although wanting to be a part of the ‘gang’ is something appealing, I need to remind myself that i owe it to my patients to know what is going on and to be completely responsible and to do what it takes.
I know all these, i try to give my all, believing that it is not done in vain.
My head knows its logics.
Yet why i feel this way is really way beyond me.